Designer: Manikka
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haha..L1R4 got 8, L1R5 got 11.. congrats myself. haha. i was screaming when i got the results.. ok.. i noe i'm very loud..but i cannot control.. i expected 17 or 18 for r5.. and 11 or 12 for r4.. come out like..wtf? den i see my results slip, three one three one two one three. den i noe first one english lah..den i see the second one, i was like..eh? one? i tot i saw mel's results slip 2nd one is lit? den i go see again..and i screamed! my lit got one. and wtf!!! i studied 1 night b4 the o level exams only loh. i was like..HAHAHAHAHA! i was expecting a 7 for it. i already prepare to fail lit le..come out 1. omg. cambridge ppl mark my lit paper nv on lights.. =x den combine humans.. omgggg.. i oso expect a fail.. come out.. 3. omg.. i feel like banging wall..too happy den go bang wall. LOL! emaths 1, amaths 2.. science 1.. heng science got 1.. i oso wan 1 lah..if not mr chua and mrs low sure kill the pure science drop de ppl. lol. chinese i got a 3 again. mid yr 3, end of yr 3. really feel like killing myself, waste time, waste books, waste money.. if i get 2, den my aggregate 10 liao leh.. more sud..as sud as hq. lol. i was like..omg. b4 taking results.. jvn come tell me.. 'hor ni can le..' meaning hor u die le.. den i tio shock.. i almost cry leh.. like got tears in my eyes liao.. den he continue, 'i think i saw i got 11' den i was like..chey..u not telling me my results.. tot u saw mine. coz i say if he get below 10 i buy him hp. lol. wtf man. den sit down.. sockling damn scared.. i damn scared. get results..we both get very good. both damn happy loh. haha! after tt i called my dad, mum, both sis, sms my bro.. all like very happy. i was screaming like siao. den after tt.. sit down to brief on the jae thing.. i nv listen.. cannot concentrate le.. lol. den i go thank ms yeap.. though i hate her like fuck last time..but den my combine humans got 3 leh. hahaha. miracles do happen. den thanked mr teo, thanked mrs low. haha. den coach vivien see our results..den i was the last..den she say 'u photocopy ur slip for me. i see ifi can get u into tjc' den i was like 'orh' but in my mind i was saying 'huh..go tj play netball again. i dun wan' lol. i told my dad abt it.. den he say, wah urcoach so good.. den go lah..tj leh. den i say go must continue play netball leh.. den he say dun wan oso. lol. i oso dun wan loh. lol.

hmm..anyway.. b4 tt.. went to have lunch wif jvn at ajisan.. so full..but the ramen like super nice.. eat b4 a few times le..everytime eat oso find it so nice. after tt walk a bit..den i go yp's hse.. meet lx and angeline.. den we meet hq at side gate.. go sch tog.. i until outside the hall den i kan chong.. i dun feel stress b4 tt at all! lol. take results le.. den we went to tm to eat at mac.. i drank 1 medium iced tea like so fast. lol. scream too much..too thirsty. anyway.. congrats to my group man.. all of us did well.. i'm so proud of all of us. and oso the rest of them who did well.. sockling, mel and dari.. gong xi gong xi. den lx, angeline and yp got training.. hq and i go buy movie ticket.. howl's moving castle. den i go get my salary at genki..and FUCK GENKI!!! i got $118 lesser loh.. i work so many days they gimme $92 only. i got a shock. den i told the supervisor..she ask me check properly.. den manager happen to come in den i say wrong lah. den she say she record le.. the pay slip oso got the same amount of money as she has recorded. den i was like..no lah.. i worked how many hours. i worked for 4 weekends den they say i work 1 weekend only leh. FUCK MAN. i work.. dun i deserve wad i get? den the fucking manager was like.. she use the tone to speak, like trying to say 'are you trying to say tt i'm wrong?' anyway..it's not tt i demand for more pay.. i'm demanding for wad i worked for loh. fuck man. den i just dulan..take the money and go. smsed my colleague matthew and my erjie abt it. my erjie v angry. den we go meet miaowen and alvin at cartel.. talk a while.. den alvin joined us for the movie.. the movie was nice.. very funny.. the guy in the cartoon..the howl lah..he very yandao sia. cool and yandao. think chuifong will like. hahahaha!! the show damn long man..2 hours..den we go mac sit and talk.. den abt 10.20 like tt i go home. oh ya..b4 movie my mum damn naggy.. keep wanna meet me to see the result slip. zz. think i will bluff her my results is it. den i went home.. i kind of.. happy until not happy liao. happy until sian le. all come congrats me..wanna gimme hug i oso no mood. keep saying they very fan. lol. the genki spoil my mood loh. fuck. now they ask me go airport work.. must make wad pass and shit. say sunday tell me schedule, nv tell, say monday tell me schedule..oso nv. i today just go kumon work sua. i feel like pang sehing genki..but scared guilty. my erjie say just pang seh.. they cheat u money u treat them so gd for wad fuck. den i talk abt the money until i cry. HAHAHA! lame. duno y i cry oso. damn angry plus a bit sad. feel cheated. after tt.. my sis ask me go poly.. biotech since my interest is there.. not really very interested lah.. a bit loh. i all the while keep thinking poly poly.. den now i tio bomb by 11.. i get results straight away think i go jc le. den ms yeap oso say i shld go jc wif tt score. my parents prefer me to go jc. and oh ya..my dad damn idiot. fuck loh. i get 11.. he freaking hell bring back the past and say wad last time waste time on com and netball..nv study.. wtf..i get 11 u fuck so much? i rather he say i noe when to play and when to study loh. fucking hell still blaming me for netball. if i get into team..he wanna continue fucking hell say i waste a lot of time or not. i non team liao still fuck so much. super dulan. my sis keep saying interest interest. i told her my interest is not to study. i go jc oso study, poly oso study. dun study sua. den i damn stressed up after tt.. i duno where to go. i really damn stressed loh. den i keep thinking.. if only i got 15 like tt.. den 11 or 12 for r4.. den i can just no nd to think..just go poly.. now must think. i regret getting so good. den my parents and sis..they like.. think i very tyco.. although it is lah.. but they like dun believe i get so high for my ability.. they like too underestimate me lah.. last night.. i felt damn lousy.. like in their eyes.. i'm really tt useless.. like.. how to say.. they always ask me to use results to prove everything.. but even when i've done it.. so what? i dun prove anything to them. i'm still the everyday use com, waste time on netball, always go out and rude to them. i duno wad to do liao. den went to slp..cant slp..

anyway..thanks for the ppl who wished me good luck..esp sally. omg. her msgs really gimme hope man. and i wanna thank my aunt.. she keep praising me. haha. den she keep asking when i wanna tuition her sons. lol! den i told her actually i 1 month b4 o den really really go study de. =x haha. k lah..gotta end here. sure late for work liao.